CHARACTER NAME(S): Nagito Komaeda (sometimes known during his brainwashed terrorist days as Servant) CANON: Danganronpa CANON POINT: post-Danganronpa 3
How did your character die? AU where Nagito dies of his canonical terminal illnesses (canonically held in place by his luck)--frontotemporal dementia and lymphoma. It was the lymphoma that killed him. Does your character's canon have its own afterlife? No
What are some of their favorite things? Nagito likes pretty things, quiet places, and books. His favorite color is green. He likes dogs, though he's reluctant to get too close to them for fear of accidentally killing them with his luck. Hope, which he mostly views as absolute good, though there are some tiny itty bitty hairline fractures in that black and white thinking he's refusing to acknowledge right now. Who are some of their favorite people? Hajime Hinata is Nagito's absolute favorite person. He has an obsessive crush on Hinata and he is not subtle about it. Nagito is fond of the rest of Class 77-B, though nobody gets the focused attention Hinata does. He was fond of his teacher, Chisa Yukizome, who is dead. Chiaki Nanami is a special case where there are two versions of her, both dead--a human and an AI. Nagito was responsible for killing AI Nanami, and while he wasn't as directly responsible for human Nanami's death, he still holds himself at least partially responsible. There's also Nagito's parents, who have been dead since he was a child due to his luck cycle, and his childhood dog, who bears the dubious honor of being the first victim of Nagito's luck cycle. Komaeda greatly admires Makoto Naegi for being the Super High School Level Hope who defeated Junko and proved to him regular people can also create hope. What are they proud of from their life? Nothing.
What do they dislike? Noisy places, because crowded and chaotic environments are just asking for his luck to cause something terrible to happen. Sexual harrassment--notable because Nagito will express dislike for this even when someone talented is displaying it and will even (passive aggressively, usually) try to stop it. Despair. His luck cycle. Talent (as defined in his world, a skill that when identified basically becomes your whole identity and through which you are held as above others), though he isn't aware of this himself and staunchly believes he feels the opposite. Do they have any enemies, or anyone they particularly hate? Junko Enoshima, responsible for brainwashing him into becoming a terrorist in the name of despair. He hates her, he's terrified of her, and when he's brainwashed he loves her while simultaneously hating her. He cut off his own arm and sewed hers on. That's why he has a prosthetic now. Junko is a black hole. She's also dead twice over, human version and AI version. What are they afraid of? Airplanes, his luck cycle, getting too close to people so they get hit by his luck, dangerous situations; Nagito is kind of eternally anxious to the point he is numb to everything and therefore calm. Beyond things like that, dying alone, not mattering to anyone, meaninglessness, being unloved, and being useless. Do they have any regrets from their life? Nagito's obsession with hope and the way talent is defined by his world are going to be hard to let go of even if he really should loosen up on those. He regrets being brainwashed into SHSL Despair and all the killing and chaos in the name of Despair, but simultaneously he would not want to let go of that because he feels like he doesn't deserve to. He will not give up memories of Hinata. He regrets how out of control his life was and how little he feels like he mattered. He doesn't feel like he did much good.
NAGITO KOMAEDA
CANON: Danganronpa
CANON POINT: post-Danganronpa 3
How did your character die? AU where Nagito dies of his canonical terminal illnesses (canonically held in place by his luck)--frontotemporal dementia and lymphoma. It was the lymphoma that killed him.
Does your character's canon have its own afterlife? No
What are some of their favorite things? Nagito likes pretty things, quiet places, and books. His favorite color is green. He likes dogs, though he's reluctant to get too close to them for fear of accidentally killing them with his luck. Hope, which he mostly views as absolute good, though there are some tiny itty bitty hairline fractures in that black and white thinking he's refusing to acknowledge right now.
Who are some of their favorite people? Hajime Hinata is Nagito's absolute favorite person. He has an obsessive crush on Hinata and he is not subtle about it. Nagito is fond of the rest of Class 77-B, though nobody gets the focused attention Hinata does. He was fond of his teacher, Chisa Yukizome, who is dead. Chiaki Nanami is a special case where there are two versions of her, both dead--a human and an AI. Nagito was responsible for killing AI Nanami, and while he wasn't as directly responsible for human Nanami's death, he still holds himself at least partially responsible. There's also Nagito's parents, who have been dead since he was a child due to his luck cycle, and his childhood dog, who bears the dubious honor of being the first victim of Nagito's luck cycle. Komaeda greatly admires Makoto Naegi for being the Super High School Level Hope who defeated Junko and proved to him regular people can also create hope.
What are they proud of from their life? Nothing.
What do they dislike? Noisy places, because crowded and chaotic environments are just asking for his luck to cause something terrible to happen. Sexual harrassment--notable because Nagito will express dislike for this even when someone talented is displaying it and will even (passive aggressively, usually) try to stop it. Despair. His luck cycle. Talent (as defined in his world, a skill that when identified basically becomes your whole identity and through which you are held as above others), though he isn't aware of this himself and staunchly believes he feels the opposite.
Do they have any enemies, or anyone they particularly hate? Junko Enoshima, responsible for brainwashing him into becoming a terrorist in the name of despair. He hates her, he's terrified of her, and when he's brainwashed he loves her while simultaneously hating her. He cut off his own arm and sewed hers on. That's why he has a prosthetic now. Junko is a black hole. She's also dead twice over, human version and AI version.
What are they afraid of? Airplanes, his luck cycle, getting too close to people so they get hit by his luck, dangerous situations; Nagito is kind of eternally anxious to the point he is numb to everything and therefore calm. Beyond things like that, dying alone, not mattering to anyone, meaninglessness, being unloved, and being useless.
Do they have any regrets from their life? Nagito's obsession with hope and the way talent is defined by his world are going to be hard to let go of even if he really should loosen up on those. He regrets being brainwashed into SHSL Despair and all the killing and chaos in the name of Despair, but simultaneously he would not want to let go of that because he feels like he doesn't deserve to. He will not give up memories of Hinata. He regrets how out of control his life was and how little he feels like he mattered. He doesn't feel like he did much good.